Chapter 1
Sam
My mind spun as I sat on the floor, head in my hands, rocking back and forth, reciting prayers Iād learned when Iād been human. Iād heard three of the babies cry but not the fourth. Only a minute or two had passed since one nurse had said Layla wasnāt responding. Or maybe a lifetime had gone by, given the way each second was gut-wrenching, as if someone had stuck their fist into my stomach and ripped out my insides.
āCome on, baby doll,ā I whispered, yanking on my hair. āYou canāt die on me. I need you more than you know.ā
My breathing was all over the place as I listened intently for any sound or voice or an intake of breath. But it was either dead silent inside the operating room or Iād lost my hearing again. I opened and closed my fists, trying to rein in my emotions as the building began to rumble.
Growling under my breath, I pushed to my feet. āI need to get out of here. Otherwise, I will kill my wife.ā
And not the way Tripp thought. Several minutes ago heād tackled me to the floor to prevent me from bursting into the OR and ordered me to stand down. āWhat will you do if you go in there? Think about it. Youāll only prevent them from doing their job. Then Layla will die,ā heād said.
Now, I was having a hard time controlling my elemental powers that would destroy the infirmary and everyone it.
āGood idea,ā Tripp said as he guarded the scrub station door.
Wife. Fuck! Would I ever again see her beautiful electric-blue eyes or kiss her full lips or see her brilliant smile when she set her gaze on me? I couldnāt go down that road of thinking the worst. But it was hard not to when my feisty huntress was flatlining.
How did we get to this point? Layla had been doing well since Iād rescued her from the clutches of her grandmother, although her heart had given out while she was a prisoner at Intech. But Layla had been under extreme amounts of stress. Sheād been kidnapped and involved in a car accident, then she fled her captors and spent two solid days lost in the West Virginia mountains only to be captured once again by her fucked-up sister Rianne.
For the last three months, life had been grand. Our relationship had grown by leaps and bounds. Iād finally proposed. Sheād said yes, and not long afterward, we were tying the knot in a beautiful and emotional handfasting ceremony.
She hadnāt shown any signs of complications, even during her checkups with Doc, whoād been watching her pregnancy closely since our kids were inhuman and Layla would deliver in six months instead of nine.
Laylaās cousin-in-law Carly, a scientist who worked for Intech, had speculated that Laylaās heart wouldnāt be able to support four supernatural fetuses. Dr. Martin, a human ob-gyn and a good friend of Dr. Vieiraās, had said the same thing.
On top of that, Doc had found a medical file in our archives on a human, Emily Crawford, whoād supposedly died during childbirth from carrying inhuman twinsāa witch and vampire. But since a page was missing from Emilyās file, her death was a mystery.
I stomped toward the exit, the doors rattling as my fear, anxiety, and heartbreak were about to set off an earthquake.
Four flights of stairs later, I was gulping in the balmy July air as I bent over between two military vehiclesāa Hummer and a Jeep.
Tripp cleared his throat behind me. āSheāll make it.ā His tone was ladened with sadness and not convincing at all. Plus, the worry dripping off him was hitting me like several fastballs at a batting cage.
Growling, I straightened, grabbing both sides of my head as I looked up at the moonless sky. āIf she doesnāt, Iāā
Tripp leaned against the Jeep. āDonāt finish that sentence. Dr. Vieira and Dr. Martin will not let her die. Do you hear me?ā Beneath the cloak of confidence of his steady voice was a friend who was as torn up about Layla as I was.
I knew the medical team would do its best, but we didnāt have any magic to bring someone back from the dead. Or did we?
Alia Costner had the ability to craft potions and magic spells. Sheād taught my sister Jo and me some basic concepts. For example, my ability to compel differed from the standard way vampires had been taught. I wove a series of numbers together that caused my victims to drop into a coma-like states. Which Iād done to Rianne that night at the club when Iād first met Layla, Jordyn, and Rianne Aberdeen. Of course, Layla was officially a Mason now.
I swallowed the dryness in my throat, anchoring my nerve-trembling body against the Hummer opposite Tripp. āHave you ever heard of anyone bringing someone back from the dead?ā
āNo,ā he returned. āAnd again, stop thinking the worst.ā
I knocked on my chest at the pain stabbing me like a thousand pinpricks. āFuck, man. Itās hard not to when Layla is dying.ā
The cars in the parking lot wobbled on their tires.
Tripp reached over and slapped my arm. āEase up on your powers.ā
I grimaced, whisking my hand through my hair. āI should be at Laylaās side. If she hears my voice, maybe it will help.ā I started for the door.
Tripp blocked me. āNo way, man. Weāre not going round two.ā His bronze eyes flashed vampire, his inhuman gaze piercing a hole through me. āI meant what I said earlier. Iāll throw you in the brig next to Jordyn.ā On a blink, his expression softened. āThe best place for you is outside. You said yourself that if you stayed in there, you would kill your family.ā
I swallowed a growl as I paced up and down between the Hummer and the Jeep. The word kill was a punch to the gut, although he was right, and I knew it. But I had to do something. I had to keep my mind from wandering. I needed to hear anything that would give me hope. āI donāt remember hearing the fourth baby cry. Did you?ā Then again, the last few minutes had become one big fucking blur, as had the last two hours since I rushed Layla into the infirmary.
An earthy odor permeated the air, indicating rain was about to pour down from above. I could use a good soaking rain to wash away not only the sweat from my body but to wake me from the hell that was suffocating me.
āI was too busy keeping you from doing something stupid,ā he said. āSo, what names did you and Layla decide on for the kids?ā
I looked at him like he had ten heads despite knowing he was trying to distract me. I couldnāt think about names. I was having a difficult time keeping air in my lungs.
Biting a thumbnail, I paced like a madman. āWeāve gone back and forth on a few.ā What was I saying? We had a list as long as my arm full of names and meanings. I liked Liam for a boy, and Layla adored Luna if we had a girl. āBut we decided only last week that we would wait until we saw their faces before picking names.ā
You will see all four of your children, a small voice whispered in the back of my mind. Fuck, I wanted to believe that. I had to believe that. I also had to believe that this wasnāt the end for Layla. Weād just gotten married. I wanted to fulfill her dream of living by the ocean and give her everything sheād ever desired.
My pulse sped up as I waited for another voice in my head to tell me I would see my beautiful huntress again. But none came.
Tripp lingered next to the entrance into the infirmary as if he knew exactly what I was thinking.
I stabbed a thumb at the door. āI need to know if Layla is alive.ā My voice cracked in several places. I wasnāt a medical expert, but I knew that the doctors only had a small window of time to revive a human without any complications, like the patient becoming brain-dead.
I hated to even think that, and in that moment, I would give my soul to the devil to turn Layla into a vampire. Of course, that was impossible unless I wanted her to become a monster like her cousin Noah. Heād been injected with his cousin-in-law Carly Aberdeenās serum that had turned him into a god-awful creatureāa cross between a vampire and shifter.
I came to an abrupt halt directly in front of Tripp when a screwed-up idea flashed before me.
āWhatās your brilliant mind thinking?ā Tripp asked.
I guffawed, zeroing in on my best bud and superior officer. āThereās nothing brilliant about changing Layla into one of us.ā
He reared back, almost hitting his head on the metal door. āAre you seriously thinking of a serum like your uncleās or Carlyās? Thatās suicide.ā
I fisted my hands, ready to punch a car, the buildingāfuck, anythingāwhich was my way of dealing with my emotions. I was angry, helpless, and gutted.
āI know.ā I pushed out an exasperated breath. āBut like Matthew Costner, she has vampire blood running in her family. Look at him. His transformation from human to vampire was seamless.ā
Tripp tucked his hands into the pockets of his cargo pants. āSam, Layla would cut off your gonads and stuff them in your mouth if she woke up like Noah. And her vampire bloodline is probably several generations removed, whereas Matthewās isnāt. His grandfather Victor is a vampire. Therefore, you canāt compare apples to oranges.ā
I hated that he was right. Layla would cut off my nuts if she woke up as a monster. Besides, I would never take that chance or make a life-changing decision for her.
Iād lost my humanity and not by choice. Iād been on my deathbed, thanks to my uncle Patrick. When I woke up, I was a crazed vampire. Iād been furious with my sister and father for turning me. But if they hadnāt, I wouldnāt be alive. But none of that mattered because we didnāt have a way to turn Layla.
I clenched my teeth. āI will die without her.ā I was 100 percent certain my heart would stop if she didnāt make it through this.
Trippās phone rang as sirens blared and began wailing every two seconds, signifying we had a threat.
Motherfucker.
Tripp yanked his phone out of the side pocket of his cargo pants. āWhat?ā he snapped as he answered.
I jogged to the end of the building and scanned the area. The road to my left led to military housing. The road directly ahead wound around for about a half mile to the main gate. But all was quiet.
I ran to the front entrance, where Petty Officer Dawson was standing guard outside the lobby doors. I glanced up toward the roof. Two more sentries, one at each corner of the building, searched the compound.
Less than two minutes since Iād left Trippās side, a military Jeep careened around the corner and skidded to a halt.
āSam, get in,ā Tripp ordered through the open passenger window.
I hopped in. āWhatās going on?ā
He slammed the gas pedal, and the Jeep jerked forward. āSomeone drove through the south gate. Petty Officer Allan said the driver seems drunk and disoriented and looks like a woman, but he couldnāt tell for sure. He thinks someone was chasing her. Weāre checking the security cameras.ā
The south gate was locked and chained and only used by military personnel and for deliveries. When Layla and I left and returned from Maine, I had to use the south gate to bypass the media crowd at the main entrance. Since the hospital incident months ago when Roman and his men had kidnapped Layla, Iād had my fangs on display for a parking lot packed with humans. Not intentionally, but I couldnāt react fast enough to tuck them away. Videos and pictures were taken. Not only of me but of my SEAL brother Hawk and a few of Romanās men. Yet somehow Iād become the celebrity vampire. Nevertheless, someone had leaked my whereabouts. Now news stations, paranormal junkies, and curious humans camped out along the road leading into our main entrance.
Cocking my head, I leaned into the passenger-side window as Tripp sped around a curve. āAs in, barreled down the electric gate?ā
Actually, sections of our perimeter had electrified fencing, and those areas that didnāt were barricaded by fifteen-foot stone walls, except for the shoreline. But we had that protected with underwater nets and traps to prevent any enemy from reaching the shore.
āSeems so.ā Tripp sped through the dark tree-lined road that wound around behind military housing.
The handheld radio crackled before a gruff voice came through. āCommand center, this is Charlie four. Come in.ā
āGo, Charlie four,ā Petty Officer Hawk responded.
āNeed reinforcements,ā Petty Officer Allan returned.
āThereās a team heading your way,ā Hawk said.
I braced my hand on the dashboard. āYou said it was a woman. I wonder if itās Rianne.ā The crazy Aberdeen sister had the female balls to storm a military installation. āIf it is, I will kill her. Well, I will if sheās alive.ā
During the showdown at Intech, Iād driven a dagger into Rianneās stomach, not once but twice. Then Iād flung her across Intechās property. Sheād landed against the building hard. Sadly, the bitch had still been breathing when Layla and I had managed to fleeāunless Rianne had bled out later. I could only hope.
Trippās jaw was rock solid. āIf sheās the perp, you might have to fight me to see who kills her.ā His hatred for Rianne was coming through loud and clear.
Rianne was seriously fucked in the head. She was salivating to give up her humanity for the sole purpose of besting me. She believed the only way to kill me was to be like me. Well, that wasnāt fucking happening. Engineering an exact replica of Sam Mason would never come to fruition. Not in my lifetime. Or at least I hoped not.